Drunken phone calls...or I mean...SLEEP TEXTING

So apparently I text in my sleep! This is so embarrassing...I totally sent AUSTIN a text last night and I didn't even know it till just NOW! It wasn't a short I miss you or I'm thinking about you text either it was a little longer than that. I'm embarrassed to even write what I said to him! It's not like I can just call him or text him and say hey sorry about last night I was SLEEPING. haha, He would never believe me and he'd probably be more irritated that I was contacting him (again). Oh well I guess, what can ya do?

Since his name has already come up, let me just say that I freakin MISS that guy! It's taken a long time for me to be able to even look at a picture of us or him with out crying. (Is that pathetic?) Anyway, since I'm moving soon I'm cleaning things out and organizing things and I love looking at pictures of us! It's so fun and it still stings a little bit, but a few times this month I have found myself just thinking about something him and I did together and I just laugh and laugh. I had a dream a couple of weeks ago and I won't go into detail because my dreams have TONS of detail, but basically him and I were friends. My dream felt so real and it was so fun talking to him and being friends again. In my dream he had a girlfriend and we talked about her, we talked about school, work, friends, my dates, his dates, and it was so nice. I woke up the next morning feeling so good like I had just talked to my old friend. Totally loved it!

Ok, I'm done. Leaving the past in the past....ready go!

Seriously though, I'm a little nervous about the sleep texting thing. Sheesh! At least I cleaned my phone out last week and deleted a bunch of numbers from my phone.

Ps Austin's number has not been in my phone since June or something, I have it memorized, that means I had to type in his whole number before I sent that text! Alright, I'm good now, done trippin.

Happy Weekend!!